Show business’s interesting, but some people said they have regrets. A girl said when she was young she was sexy, cool and funny. Once a friend saw her photo: a bikini photo with white sunglasses, and he wanted to go out with her, but she smiled and said like, “I’m married.” When she divorced her ex lover, she got caught up in the lifestyle of partying, drinking, drugs, and she regarded those days part of her heyday as a dark time. When she started again, she got some roles, so she was happy because she was also a fan of some pop culture, the Beatles, The Jonas Brothers, and K-pop group Seventeen. Once she had a scary situation while filming an explosive scene because she had to fly into a mat with the stuff blowing up behind her. She said she also had time when she felt she wasRead more...not worthy because there were other people who had more experiences. When she met another guy, she said she liked him because he was loyal to her at the time, but she found she had made a mistake again because she started to suspect him. When he said her suspicion was just her problem, and his weirdness shouldn’t let her gas lighting him, which made others look down on him, talking just the way she did, so she said she didn’t like his freaky way; she said she regretted about she had dismissed that friend when he wanted to go out with her and she said she was married, but now she felt that marriage was a joke and her current guy was also a weirdo.

A girl said she worked for a weird boss. When he worked with a group of people, his penchant for stopping was throwing his book on the table. He was also a sensitive person, when he coughing his coworkers knew it was not working well. He didn’t say words, once he gave her a bag, so she knew how to handle the rest. When she left him, she learned something from him, which also let her not pretend everything was fine. Once she was humiliated at workplace, when she found out she had been manipulated, she couldn’t pretend everything was okay, so she argued with her boss. When she got another job, she was embarrassed again, so she said she was blindsided by her partner, she said she had every right to leave him. When someone said she was difficult to deal with, she said she had suffered enough,Read more...and those who wanted to shift the blame to her were her competitors because they wanted to see her failure. She said they caused a scene, said she left her partner for a rich man, but she said like, “Well, to be clear, me and that rich man are not dating.” She said she was close to the man because of the support of each other. She said after being with her ex-lovers she had learned something which was really important, that was not pretending everything was okay. She said she didn’t want to depend on other people and said when her man said like, “Yeah, we definitely have a friendship,” she said she liked friendship because it was better than dating and sexual relationship and there was freedom, no possessive, no controlling, and it helping her put her dream in context.

A friend said he tried to be creative because he was ambitious. He said when he was a little kid he was not aware his dad’s friends were odd, eccentric. But now his project also made him odd, eccentric because he was ambitious and greedy. When he met his girlfriend he had mixed feeling because she was also ambitious and she said she was proud of her works. When someone said she was selling sexy stuff, she didn’t hold back, she said she had a blunt message for those hypocritical people, who enjoyed her creative works but tried to claim moral ground, so she said if those people didn’t know the full scoop on the pop culture, then they just shut the fuck up. So he felt he had a dilemma, he wanted to be with his girlfriend but also felt she may went too far because it wasRead more...not just ambitious and greedy, it was about selling sexy stuff and moral issues, so he asked himself like, “Are you a hypocritical person?” He said he liked some of his girlfriend’s creations, but he was not ready to go with her fully, so he called to his dad, said like, “When I was a little kid I was not aware…” But his dad said like, “So, it means your business’ doing well?” He didn’t know how to answer it, so he said like, “Now I’m also weird.” He felt he knowing something about pop culture, but he didn’t sure if selling sexy stuff was okay.

Hollywood may have glamour but to survive its cruelty is not easy. A girl said she didn’t have money, but she wanted to realize her dream. When she struggled for a while she tried very hard for a project, hoping for her luck, but she had a setback again. It turned out she was competing with several rivals for the project and one of them was her former classmate. So she recalled those days when she had sex with her boyfriend in the dormitory. They made big noise every night which let her classmate warned her that she could not sleep. When she talked to her boyfriend about it, she said her classmate was just being jealous because she didn’t have a man, she just listening their roaring every night, could she feel good? So she and her guy still doing the same every night. One day they wentRead more...to a lake, they swimming there, then lying down on the grass, felt life was great. On their way home they saw her classmate on the road. She had car accident. When she said if she had a boyfriend she would not be like that, she was sympathizing with her, offered her help, but she refused politely. When she was still waiting for the project, felt stressed out, she found her ex-boyfriend becoming her classmate’s lover, so she realized he had chased her before and had the power to decide the matter. When her classmate said she considered it from good timing because when she applied for the project, she met her guy also and on the April Fool’s day, she received a “Yes”. So she said like, “You know what? I’m lucky.” The girl was shocked, said herself like, “April Fool’s day.”

Many people said they want to be an actor because they think they can date beautiful girls. Once, a young actor said he dreamed playing a hip-lover, but he was always rejected; sometime people said like, “You’ve got to put on weight”; other times they said like, “You not aggressive.” So he was disappointed. When he finally got hired to play a hipster, he was very exciting, but he overacted because he was attracted by an actress's sexy body. When the actress asked him how he forgot he should pretend to be attracted by her sexy body, he said as soon as he came on the scene, he forgot everything, just buried his head between her breasts. He said it was a mistake, which not only made the people present at a loss but also let others feel his performance was unprofessional. But the actress liked him a littleRead more...bit because he was not holding him back, he was authentic, even though he was aggressive. At this time, he felt if she did not blame him, it meant she probably liked him, so he said in his dream he had played a hip-lover, but with her it was real. When she said she was thinking about balances of career and emotion, he said if he got another role, he would show her his acting skills, because he was determined to use his talents to attract her. So, after he got another role he studied the character carefully before filming started, which enabled him to analyze the details of the character and the emotions. When the movie started shooting, she discovered he looked like an experienced actor: When he heard "start", he looked like an acting genius; when he heard "stop", he suddenly relaxed, like a man on the roadside. So she said like, “He’s getting better.”

Being creative means sometimes taking risk, but in show business taking risk could get hurt and have traumatic consequences. A girl said she felt she always lived in a gray area, because she was afraid to trust people for she didn’t know who had her best interests at heart; when she got upset by things in the moment, such as taking a role, dating with a guy, having moral dilemma, she didn’t know what to do, who was right for her, even asking herself: “What should I do?” Because her boss harassed her, her guy cheated on her, and her coworker put down on her. She said the tricky parts were she didn’t know who to trust, who was telling the truth. She said she was vulnerable, didn’t know why some lies happened, which was hurting her; when she got into a scandal, she felt resentful to some people,Read more...but didn’t have a straight-forward solution, so she just used her intuition to survive because sometimes she told half-truth story, admitted she was also a liar, which was a mind blowing for her others. She said she tried to live a decent life for a while, but found it was a challenge because it was boring and she hated it; so she tried her best to escape it and wanted to live an exciting life again; when she found she had changed herself from a so-called good girl to a fucking bitch, she said like, “I can’t believe this is happening to me.” So she said she had suffered traumatically.

Artists may feel difficult to make a living, but there are many people who want to be an artist. A guy said he was not a competitive person. When he went for interview he always forgot what he had prepared for days. So he said if he was in a rase he’d like a donkey down the back. When met a girl, she said she studied economics in university, but all those learning went out the window because she wanted to be an artist, so they became lovers. Once they discussed creative process, he said his approach and taste coming from different artists. Sometimes he listening to the music, liked a song, he felt he was in strange place because that song stuck with him. So she said when she had that moment she just enjoyed, said like, “It’s a great music, no bullshit.” When asked where he gotRead more...his inspiration, he said wherever the inspiration coming from he just grabbing it, sometimes he was walking on street, other times he was eating, so he always immediately put it in his creation, and in some sense, it was the inspiration itself found him, and he was just glad it coming.

People go to Hollywood for a reason because they have dreams. A girl said after divorce she became bolder, thinking only being sexy that could realize her dream. She said she was a glass-half full kind of person, and she tried her best to rise above. But her ex said she was a greedy fucking whole because she not only costed him a lot of money and their divorce also let him suffered so much. But she didn’t care, she just wanted to get what she wanted. Once she met a guy, they chatted for a while, and she said like, “Would you like to go to bed with me?” So she got a role in a show. She said she always wanted to make a good impression on others, but people still said all she was thinking about was going to party, drink champagne, and spend money. WhenRead more...she got tired of hearing bad words, she began to fight back. She said like, “Don't you see my hard-working side? Isn't I’m the first one to come to the set and the last one to leave?” When a friend asked her if she had really encountered such an attack, she said, “yes,” she said she wanted to stop people from being jealous of her, but it was difficult. Once at the party, people started talking about her again. One person said it seemed she was very smart, she didn’t care about other people’s thinking. Another person said she was indeed very smart and knew how to make her look very charming because she not only could make her boss happy, but also let others know her skirt was short and sexy, as if to say: Would you like to go to bed with me? So people laughed.

If someone asks a simple question to men, “Are you qualified for this little thing?” Most of them would say like, “Of cause, I’m qualified.” But little thing doesn’t mean easy. A girl said man has to be the breadwinner. So when she was looking for her man, she was looking for man’s ability of being breadwinner because she thinking about having children and be a mother. When she talked about it with her friend, she said like, “Could it be my guy wanting to be with me and he’s not even qualified for this little thing?” So she said she decided not to work hard anymore after marrying to a man, and she would use her beauty and body to get what she wanted. So the friend said like, “It would be best if you could marry a rich man.” When the girl said if she couldn't getRead more...what she wanted, at least she must get things that she couldn't get even after working all her life. Once, she met a man while discussing business, later she told the friend on the phone. When asked why she was so excited, the girl said it was because the man had discussed some business with her and suggested that they can cooperate, he said they could cooperate in the future, which meant they could not only cooperate, but also going out together, just like falling in love. After dating him for a while, they talked about marriage, but she was a little disappointed, so she said like, “He feels it is very difficult for him to find a good job, make more money.” When her friend asked why he felt this way, she said he had man’s agony, and said like, “He wants me to continue to work hard, to support the family after getting married.” So the friend said like, “He can’t be the breadwinner?” The girl said, yes. She said his ego started hunting him because she dimmed his light if they becoming a family.

Many girls dreamed to be actress and they learned a lesson. A girl said when she was young she was a curious girl and wanted to learn many things. When she started pursuing her dream as an actress, she was fooled by many men. So she said curiosity at certain point was the key for creative work, but also was dangerous because it let girls being close to men, let them know girls too fast, abuse them, so they lost curiosity about girls and only wanted to take advantage. Once she said at a party that her boyfriend had cheated on her, she said it seemed all men were bad. When a lady asked her why she said that, the girl said it was because she had watched her father cheat on his mother since she was a child. She also said when she had a fight with herRead more...brother when she was a child, she told him that when he grew up, he would be like his father and deceive women because many men are lustful, and they cannot resist the temptation of women. She said she was single now, she was still very beautiful. If she met another man, she would think of the situation when she broke up with her boyfriend and ask herself: Are all men bad? Will you be fooled again?

Some fashion designers said that female fashion designers using so called flavors and audiences to sell sexiness, which was low taste. When a young lady asked: “Is it true that someone said that?” A guy said: “Yes.” So, the young lady learned that the guy’s girlfriend was this kind of person, because after she became a fashion designer, she had been using this tactic to sell sexiness. When she had a lover, they drinking champagne, smoking, and having fun together. When people asked her lover if he treated her well, he said he was okay with her, because she always dressed up sexy; so, people said that when they were together, one was a fashion designer, and the other was a hedonist. They were always in and out, were inseparable, and said that they had many charming nights together, making love together and loving each other to death. WhenRead more...the young lady met with the guy’s lover she found she was a fascinating person, and he didn’t know her well; so she got two versions of her personality and design strategies because she said when sometimes she was in creating process she always wanted to find her audience, so she would create something that had its protagonist, antagonist, and always checking if her design was on the right track; next, she would try to tune her products out, having some funny stuff, some jokes, but it was just some general vibe, and the key is, she said like, “Who’s your audience.”

Some people may think in show business dating, marriage was not a serious thing, but there were exceptions. A girl said when acting she was always stepping into the skin of the character because she was failed for a lot longer than she was succeeded. When met a guy, she said to her friend she liked him, and said like, "It just doesn't always happen this way." So she learned her guy had his own way of dealing with things. When going to restaurant for dinner, he said the steak he ordered was not cheap, but he thought it was worth it. He also bought a luxury car, said like, "It's very comfortable, like after a day's work, you get into the bed, feel as comfortable as lying on the bed." But she growing up poor. When she was young and saw her mother was struggling, it had anRead more...impact on her childhood; so she was sad, angry, didn't have this kind of perfect things. When talking about marriage, she said to her friend that she had a messed-up background, she tried hard to hang on there, to cling on to her relationship, but it was hard because she didn't know anything about perfect mommy thing, and felt she was a sort of second-class citizen.

A girl said she would feel as if she was not worth much because her partner working for big oil company and making more money. When doing exercise her breasts moving violently like playing table tennis, so she was not happy again. Once they discussed big company's practices she said big tech companies let oil and gas industry get benefits by increasing global emissions. So she was kind of venting her anger. When her friend said her guy was a detective who said bankers had low IQ, the girl was fascinated. So she learned how the detective got a password from a banker, entered a banking system, and found some illegal practices by giving false impression on customers. So she asked her friend like, "He found one of the ninth-ranked bosses' last name was King and used the password King9th to enter the banking system?" Her friend nodded. SoRead more...she said although she had been with her partner for a while she felt she still didn't know him. One day she found her guy was easily distracted, he also said things with a low IQ because he said she was his doll, asked if she liked cakes and beef, even more ridiculous things, because he couldn't concentrate in bed; when he heard the phone ringing, he would leave her, start talking on the phone. So she called her friend, said like, "He had low IQ also."

When talking about one of those things, it could be funny and entertaining. My friend said he liked the games, but there also a lot of challenges. When he working for a company he said he was very green, doing what was told, didn't have any instinct. Sometimes the choices were that he either had or had not. So he pretended to be a bit of an idiot because he wanted to be successful there. When he tried to be an idiot, to be a kid, who believed in Santa, he found nothing happened to him, so he said like, "I'm in utter shock. I'm caught off guard." When quit his job he started a business because he thought he was a creative person. However, he had to fight hard, to get support. When he tried to promote his business, people would like, "Oh no, it's not good." SoRead more...he just couldn't convince others to be his partners. Sometimes he was like, "Can I actually start a business?" When a guy said he could be his partner, he was very exciting, said to himself: "Oh my God, I finally have a partner. I can make some money, let my children do what they want." Later he found out the reason his partner joined him because he also tired of status quo, tried to be an idiot, and believed he need to believe something, but he had a fight with his boss, and said like, "They think they've got a plan, but it's whatever comes along." So he left the company.

In show and entertainment biz there are a lot of dramas. A girl said after years in her career as actress her ability was called into question. Once she was auditioned for a role, the feedback was: "Oh, you don't have the right look." Sometimes she was lucky, got a role in an episode, which let her pay the bills. Once she played a small role, that kept her afloat for a year which she felt good. She said she never dreamed to live a lavish lifestyle because she was never able to afford anything significant, but just be able to stay there, to survive, to get little jobs such as a commercial, that could keep her in the system. Once she had a bad luck on a set. She said she had discussed a sex scene with an actor. When the cameras were rolling that actor stated kissingRead more...her and penetrating her for real, which she said had not agreed to that before, but the man was mean and he did it anyway, which made her very angry.

Hollywood has its charm because there are many celebrities, which also let many people dream to be famous. A guy said at the bar that he liked to dream, do ridiculous things and be famous. So people said there were many Hollywood stars, why he couldn't become one of them? One day, the man went to beach, swam naked there. Then, he found his clothes were missing, so he felt a little stupid for having the idea of going to swim naked. He didn't expect someone would prank someone and steal his clothes. So he had to walk back from the beach naked, which made many people watch him, even laugh at him. However, his move suddenly made him famous because people started to talk about him, saying a guy working at the bar walked on the streets naked because he wanted to become famous. Some people said theyRead more...had pictures and wanted to put them online. When his friends said he was very capable person who made him a local celebrity, he said he felt embarrassed and didn't know how to deal with his girlfriend.

My neighbor said she and her boyfriend went to an interesting place last time. It turned out that it was a small restaurant that let them decide to make the trip. She said the place was so small, so crowded, but they had a fantastic experience of dining there. After they tasted the delicious food the restaurant was still very crowded, so the restaurant owner used a small crane to lift them and others who wanted to leave from their seats after finishing the meal.

Leisure activity could be boring, but also could be unforgettable. My coworker said when she looked at the photos on her table, she still can't believe they did that trip. She was so excited for that trip that she couldn't sleep for days. When reached the foot of the mountain she asked to her boyfriend: "Do we have to climb the mountain?" He said: They can go up on horseback. When at the top of the mountain they enjoyed the view there, tasted delicious seafood at the restaurant, and they were so full that they could hardly more.

Acting could be fancy but also could be exhausting which makes many wonder: What’s the point for life, for you time, because for struggling actors who need to find an agent, go to a damn party, pay for heads shots, acting class and auditions fees.

People sometimes need to swallow the bitter pill. My friend's partner is actress. When he watching her kissing a guy on the scene, doing intimacy on bed, he felt uneasy, saying it's hard to deny their difference; but when he first met her they said they found their soulmate, so he said he has to swallow that bitter pill.